Gully

My dad wants to kill himself. That's a fact I live with a lot. He's threatened to do it and sometimes jokes about it. He told me a few months ago he was going to kill himself before Father's Day. I know it might seem to some that he is just looking for attention but I think he is hoping I will give him permission. That will, obviously, never happen.

I had a fight with my husband today and all I could think is “Why the hell are you here anyway? It’s my time.” That’s because my husband, Ed works days and I work nights. If we are home at the same time on a weekday then one of us is probably asleep. He had the day off of work though and so it was an odd Monday where we got to spend the morning together.